Cursed

--blame it on Capitalism.

Sometimes I'm just not in the mood to deal with Society (or rather people I don't know). You can really only trust people you've known for 10+ years (or since childhood), and even then you can't really trust them, but at least you know who they are. I've worked so hard on @ReaLKarl_Marx over the last 6+ years, and behind @ReaLKarl_marx is a much bigger body of work that I've worked even harder on. And that's all well and good because it's what's best for society, but sometimes I wonder: why is it that no one Who's recognized will reblog my work? Why is it that rather than acknowledge the contributions I've made to society, they rather steal my work, change a couple lines, make it according to their aesthetic and post it on their blogs (not that it matters because everything online is dated nowadays, so it's really easy to tell who said it first)? Would it kill them to say, Ashley Marx made a contribution to modern day economics, she said something that no other economist in the history of mankind to date has ever said (see previous posts)?--or how come they won't donate a single, measly dollar (until they do, i will never give them my best secrets). What is it about me that society hates so much? Am I really that bad / repulsive that they would rather steal my work than give credit where credit is due? What is it that society has against me? Better yet, why don't they just recognize me (Ya, right now . . .)? Or, perhaps, pay my pulitzer prize entry fee (for economics). Send this information to the FBI (don't actually (("Oh, and what's wrong with FBI?, right and decent folks, they are, just doing their job, yah--where would we be without the FBI??" "Nothing! I swear!! It's just that they're busy enough!"))), to the press, your local politician. . . . Write about me on your blog, or make a video about me on your Youtube channel, a wiki page! . . . I don't think we can discount the possibility that there are domestic terrorists or spies within the American government who are spying on me. What if they try to hurt me? Someone draft up some new legislation before I do . . . donate a couple dollars! What are they so worried about? I don't get it. I'm only a little girl, a human being just like everyone else, and one day I will be dead, just like everyone else. Why should we continue to worship people who are dead and not the ones currently inhabiting the earth? If only they would just tell me how they justify it, so that I could address their concerns. Or do they take me for one of those 1-hit wonders who's just trying to pull a fast one on society, make a couple million and then vanish into the woods of New Hampshire? Because I'm really not, I have at least 3 really good novels (perhaps some movies), but the way things are going, sometimes, I think it would be better to just throw it all in the lake and be done with it (call it literary suicide)--that would be bad, because I have some really good (and new) ideas that would be lost forever. Or would they? I told you I really like to write in books, and i frequently sell / trade used books, this information could be anywhere by now..., maybe I really am cursed (see Tumblr)...